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Growing Pains

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1.
Eternal Pain 04:15
Every single breathe I take Feels like another mistake I will never escape my fate The hope I once had has been replaced by hate The guilt eats me alive Keeps me here, I can't die Forced to suffer with this pain on my mind I have gone blind I'm borderline insane With the worst of thoughts going through my brain I need to be detained Begging for death Eternal Pain There ignorance is bliss They don't know how it feels Rotten to the core Life's turned its back on me and locked the fucking door Forever cold heartsick and alone Deycaking day by day waisting my whole life away Never to return from this hollow shell Don't bother trying to help
2.
Change 04:01
I watched you change into something hideously strange Hypnotized by a poisonous gaze You have gone deranged Irrational thoughts You are, so far gone You pushed away the bond i tried to extend Now you'll be alone in the end We gave, and gave, but you took it away Never to return what you've decided to take You will never understand How it feels to lose, these broken hands That you tried and tried to mend and heal But insanity took its grasp your soul is what it decided to steal You made me feel So fucking disgusting Its my life that you tried to steal But i knew you were distrusting So I ran away Never to return from that day You can't fix these broken hands All i ever wanted to do Was fucking help you And you fucking ruined me You fucking ruined me I,ll never fucking forgive you mother fucker
3.
Migraine 03:53
Pressure building on my skull Trying to gain strength Through this stress that i'm under It's over bearing I can't take this pain I'm losing the grip And I have fallen for good this time I'm trying to avoid this conversation Where have you been What were you doing I'm letting it sink in I just want to get away I'm tired of dealing, with the same shit every fucking day Pushing pills down my throat Trying to make myself feel at home The pain doesn't get better Repeating, repeating, repeating Nights like this are the reason, i'm always complaining Growing pains make me suffer Gritting teeth Clentched fists I'm really concerned about myself Why do I constantly get stressed, causing migraines That last hours, upon hours, and hours Help me please I don't know what to with myself I'm losing this battle Fucking help me Mt tolerance is starting to get stronger, and stronger But the pain is overbearing, at some times i can't deal with it Pounding into my head Like nails on a chalkboard This pain can't be dealt with on a daily basis I want out, I want out, I want out Have you ever felt like this? Feeling a constant pressure, Building up in your head? I'm screaming Till I fucking bleed Cause I don't understand any way else to put it This fucking sucks But they say its life, and life throws you curveballs that you have to be ready for But honestly I'm not feeling that at all I'm not gonna prepare myself to suffer When i'll lost in the end anyways There never was a winning spree This Life Isn't enjoyable When you wake up everyday Hating yourself Hating that face That you see in the mirror That you see in the reflection in the puddle of water Life is a fucking joke

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Vocals-Andy Reynolds
Guitar-Joey Pacheco
Bass-Timmy Mccoy
Drums-Daniel Marvel

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released October 31, 2016

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Jeremy Jones

Album artwork by Xavier Wilson

Guest Vocals on Migraine done by Cody Canning of Depreciator

Guitar written by Joey Pacheco, and Vincent Viviano
Drums written by Daniel Marvel
Bass written By Timmy Mccoy
Vocals, and lyrics by Andy reynolds

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