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Pressure building on my skull
Trying to gain strength
Through this stress that i'm under
It's over bearing I can't take this pain
I'm losing the grip
And I have fallen for good this time

I'm trying to avoid this conversation
Where have you been
What were you doing
I'm letting it sink in
I just want to get away
I'm tired of dealing, with the same shit every fucking day

Pushing pills down my throat
Trying to make myself feel at home
The pain doesn't get better
Repeating, repeating, repeating

Nights like this are the reason,
i'm always complaining
Growing pains make me suffer
Gritting teeth
Clentched fists
I'm really concerned about myself

Why do I constantly get stressed,
causing migraines
That last hours, upon hours, and hours
Help me please
I don't know what to with myself
I'm losing this battle
Fucking help me

Mt tolerance is starting to get stronger, and stronger
But the pain is overbearing,
at some times i can't deal with it
Pounding into my head
Like nails on a chalkboard
This pain can't be dealt with on a daily basis

I want out, I want out, I want out

Have you ever felt like this?
Feeling a constant pressure,
Building up in your head?
I'm screaming
Till I fucking bleed
Cause I don't understand any way else to put it

This fucking sucks
But they say its life,
and life throws you curveballs
that you have to be ready for
But honestly
I'm not feeling that at all
I'm not gonna prepare myself to suffer
When i'll lost in the end anyways

There never was a winning spree

This Life
Isn't enjoyable
When you wake up everyday
Hating yourself
Hating that face
That you see in the mirror
That you see in the reflection in the puddle of water
Life is a fucking joke


from Growing Pains, released October 31, 2016
Guest vocals by Cody Canning of Depreciator



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