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Eternal Pain
04:15
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Every single breathe I take
Feels like another mistake
I will never escape my fate
The hope I once had has been replaced by hate
The guilt eats me alive
Keeps me here, I can't die
Forced to suffer with this pain on my mind
I have gone blind
I'm borderline insane
With the worst of thoughts
going through my brain
I need to be detained
Begging for death
Eternal Pain
There ignorance is bliss
They don't know how it feels
Rotten to the core
Life's turned its back on me and locked the fucking door
Forever cold
heartsick and alone
Deycaking day by day
waisting my whole life away
Never to return from this hollow shell
Don't bother trying to help
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Change
04:01
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I watched you change
into something hideously strange
Hypnotized by a poisonous gaze
You have gone deranged
Irrational thoughts
You are, so far gone
You pushed away the bond i tried to extend
Now you'll be alone in the end
We gave, and gave, but you took it away
Never to return what you've decided to take
You will never understand
How it feels to lose, these broken hands
That you tried and tried to mend and heal
But insanity took its grasp
your soul is what it decided to steal
You made me feel
So fucking disgusting
Its my life that you tried to steal
But i knew you were distrusting
So I ran away
Never to return from that day
You can't fix these broken hands
All i ever wanted to do
Was fucking help you
And you fucking ruined me
You fucking ruined me
I,ll never fucking forgive you mother fucker
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Migraine
03:53
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Pressure building on my skull
Trying to gain strength
Through this stress that i'm under
It's over bearing I can't take this pain
I'm losing the grip
And I have fallen for good this time
I'm trying to avoid this conversation
Where have you been
What were you doing
I'm letting it sink in
I just want to get away
I'm tired of dealing, with the same shit every fucking day
Pushing pills down my throat
Trying to make myself feel at home
The pain doesn't get better
Repeating, repeating, repeating
Nights like this are the reason,
i'm always complaining
Growing pains make me suffer
Gritting teeth
Clentched fists
I'm really concerned about myself
Why do I constantly get stressed,
causing migraines
That last hours, upon hours, and hours
Help me please
I don't know what to with myself
I'm losing this battle
Fucking help me
Mt tolerance is starting to get stronger, and stronger
But the pain is overbearing,
at some times i can't deal with it
Pounding into my head
Like nails on a chalkboard
This pain can't be dealt with on a daily basis
I want out, I want out, I want out
Have you ever felt like this?
Feeling a constant pressure,
Building up in your head?
I'm screaming
Till I fucking bleed
Cause I don't understand any way else to put it
This fucking sucks
But they say its life,
and life throws you curveballs
that you have to be ready for
But honestly
I'm not feeling that at all
I'm not gonna prepare myself to suffer
When i'll lost in the end anyways
There never was a winning spree
This Life
Isn't enjoyable
When you wake up everyday
Hating yourself
Hating that face
That you see in the mirror
That you see in the reflection in the puddle of water
Life is a fucking joke
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